Gravity...

All my life I've ran away from the truth.
Here, today, I will set the record straight.
I'm also going to tell the one thing I feel the need to express though it's meant for no one's ears.

For the few that know my pain, they possibly believe that on 25 March 2012 a part of me died.
That is the day the love of my life passed away.
But they would be mistaken in that assumption.
In fact, all of me died that day.
She was my everything.
She is the one single most influential person I ever knew.
Ever since then I have done as I believed she would do in whatever situation.
The rest of my life is a tribute to her.
My whole life I've hated myself, don't ask me why because I don't know, but still that's the fact.
I never thought myself good enough for anything, or anyone.
She made me believe I am...sadly it only finally got through to me after her passing.
I just pray that a part of her really does live on inside me.

Some days are harder than others, but I just keep on moving forward.
I miss the past, but I realize there is no changing it.